not that i don't care,
i just have the least of idea of how to.
think,i never tried hard enough.
or maybe its just my mind that doesn't work the way others do.
Making decision on a certain thing that determines my future.
planning ahead of what i might be doing in 5-10 years to come.
it doesn't seem that hard right?
Then why do i fail to do so?
I'm very saddened at myself after all these years.
i haven't been doing anything reproductive at all.
not to my parents at least.
such a letdown.
sigh...
On the other hand..
brooding doesn't save me from the situation I'm baffled in.
this time i can't afford to misuse the current time.
i hope you are listening to my prayers dear GOD..
Whatever it is,I'm never going to stop.
I'll bend over backwards!:-)
Till then,
Raf
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