Chapter 39

So long,Goodbye..

Till then..at raflovetolaugh.tumblr.com

I have my reasons to that..

I bid my farewell here..

goodbye blogspot.:-)

Till then,

Raf

Chapter 38

Alexander Mcqueen passed away.
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20100211/ap_on_en_ot/eu_britain_obit_mcqueen



HE was one of the weirdest designer i have seen..
But of course in a good way..
But honestly,i wasn't really a big fan of him..
To me,his designs were just too different from any designers..
I'm saddened by his death news though,
because i know,one of the greatest fashion icon has left the fashion world.
he'll be remembered by people all around the world.
Rest in peace,Mcqueen..



Till then,
Raf

Chapter 37

ahh..i realised that i blog a few times today..hehe
it's just a good day today..oh wait,it's past midnight..
so,It's not that many times actually..


savings,savings and savings..
it has been circulating my mind the whole day today..
How much does a $5 means to you?
too Little or too much?
i would say,it depends...
i suddenly came up with my new resolution for this year..
ermm,i thought,there was no use in having one..
but i'm going to give it a chance,because i have faith in this one.
All i'm aiming is to save $5 every day..
and i mean every single day..
so do your own math to see how much will be saved in a month time?or maybe in a year.
cheyy..i'm dreaming big aren't i?
haha..you never know if you don't try it..






Till then
Raf

Chapter 36

My golden ticket
oh i finally passed!:-D..thank god..
2nd chance is indeed the golden ticket:-)
And so the big day will be on e 22nd April.
It's finally coming to me..Like finallyyy..

Aniway,
and now it's been 2 years.
Ever wonder what's going to happen in 5years time?
or maybe 10?
my predictions are faulty,so i'll leave it to God :-)
i pray it will be better than the past..you hear me dear God?

There's a long way ahead of us..
go through it with great faith and sincerity
and hopefully,happines awaits us at the finishing line..

Till then,
Raf

Chapter 35

"oh yes i do"

Till then,

Raf

Chapter 34

fume.

do i have the right?i doubt.  

Till then, Raf

Chapter 33

Monday

Tuesday

Wednesday

Thursday

Friday

Saturday

Sunday

is a woking day

for me:-(..

I haven't stop working since last week.

Im trying to fill up the free time i'm having by working.

atleast im earning while i'm waiting

Working for me fortunately is not really exhausting

but if everyday seems like a deja vu..

like a repeat motion that im in,

it kinda exhaust me.

well,thank god i have my own time to myself while working.

Im always trying to think and ponder about my own life in between.

i think i need someone to guide me in this.

but i know,i don't have anyone who can.

Because everyone has got their own problems.

Then again,

I shouldn't be depending on anyone right?

because this is my life..

And I'm Bella Swan..oh no,i mean I'm Bella Cullen:-D

hehehe...

Till Then,

Raf

Chapter 33

Everyday waking up,i didn't really have a real ambition,i realized.

not that i don't care,

i just have the least of idea of how to.

think,i never tried hard enough.

or maybe its just my mind that doesn't work the way others do.

Making decision on a certain thing that determines my future.

planning ahead of what i might be doing in 5-10 years to come.

it doesn't seem that hard right?

Then why do i fail to do so?

I'm very saddened at myself after all these years.

i haven't been doing anything  reproductive at all.

not to my parents at least.

such  a letdown.

sigh...

On the other hand..

brooding doesn't save me from the situation I'm baffled in.

this time i can't afford to misuse the current time.

i hope you are listening to my prayers dear GOD..

Whatever it is,I'm never going to stop.

I'll bend over backwards!:-)

Till then,

Raf

Chapter 32

i'm flying on the plane in a few hours time.

how exhilarating!!!:-D

jakartaaaaaaaaaaaaa:-):-):-)

Till then,

Raf

Chapter 31

The weather today wasn't perfect at all.
But it doesnt stop me from having a super wonderful great time at Sentosa!!
i am really really exhausted.
like really exhausted to the core.
And due to that,my eyes are refusing to close..damn it..
just close please..i need some rest..
thank you guys,i really haf great fun with you guys today..
you all made my day:-)









Till then,
raf