Chapter 16

i found some old pictures,

not many,only 3 ..hehe

and hey,i am the photographers to the above pictures ok,

i do not copyright and paste it here.

if i do,i'll acknowledge.

i have always been interested in photography,

eversince my stepdad bought me a dslr 2 yrs ago on my 18th birthday.

but i never believed in myself.

thats why i hardly take out my camera and snap it around.

but today,i found pictures that i feel proud about.

how come i never realised it when i took it?

not that im being cocky..

im just being very pleased about my work..

please appreciate..:-)

Aniway,those pictures were taken in 2007,at botanical garden.

feel free to dislike it.

feel free to disagree w me that i find my pictures are beautiful.

hehe..

feel free to criticize..

but i like my pictures!hehe..

i know im being tak tau malu..tapi tkpe ah.:-)

Till then,

Raf

my belated shout out

remember those times?;-)

it's a little too late to post my shout out to my dearest buddy shermaine,but its better late than never right..

To my dearest shermaine,
happy belated 20th borthday to you.oh but atleast i did text you on the actual day.aniway,i hope i could have spent time with you on that day,but sadly we didnt even see each other in school..before october comes,you are one year older than me now..haha..you have to act like a 20yrs old lady ok.cut down on your smoking,which i dont think is possible at e moment.hehe..i hope u had a blast birthday on e 9th..
by the way,i miss you man.it's been a long time since we spend time like we always did during foundation.and i hope we can go lunch together after fasting month.
i really do ok..so don't forget pleaseeeeeeeeeee...
lastly..
i know we are no longer classmates,but let's not drift apart ok.do keep in touch and jangan action ok!hahha..don't forget me most importantly..:-)
i guess that's it then.see you in school ok.



PS:foundation life would have been dead without you man.thanks for not entering lasalle one year before



(oh i forgot to mention that shermaine's birthday falls on the 9th september:-))

Till then,
raf

Chapter 15

infuriation caused by emotions that dominates the mind.

i hate to be overcomed by my on and off mood swings.

how do i scrub those unnecessary sentiments off me and let it go away?

dear god,please tell me how?do you hear me?

i know that I am the only person can help myself.who else right.?

but i need YOU to guide me through it,to strengthened my soul and to have faith in me.

Love doesnt hesitate..

love doesnt hold back.

its neither an actor nor an actress.

it doesnt change.

it stays the same way as it as the first time.

love doesnt just say but it needs to be expressed.

expressed willingly and sincerely.

Most importantly,it doesnt fade.

it goes through rollercoaster rides 

but still survived and 

only grows stronger in the end.

"take your notebook and NOTE it down."

Till then,

Raf