chapter 14

oh i had fun playing fire crackers..:-)

Till then,

Raf

Chapter 13

Oh..life is indeed beautiful at the moment. It's the period of happiness and peacefulness.

but who would ever know what's going to happen in the next few weeks,few days,few hours or even few minutes..it might just overturn and nightmare might just take over my life.oh god please don't let it happen to me..please don't..i've had my share of nightmares alright and it's time for my sweetdreams to possess my real life because i think i right damn well deserve it.:-)

just keep on holding my hands:-)

Till then,

Raf

Chapter 12

can i say that this is the most delighting week of the year 2009?of course there's other good things that happened this year too..but nothing can beat love,u see.and i bet thousands of people are agreeing with me on that.i used to think that it would never come to me or maybe i was too scared to hope.but it did.It didn't come to me.In fact it came back to me.im glad and am grateful it had because that's e only thing that completes my life now.you complete my life.And only god knows i feel right now. right god?

a day never to forget.10 August 2009..oh it falls on the year 2009 huh?so i guess 2009 is not a bad year afterall. it was only a bad start and i can forsee that it's going to be a happy ending for 2009:-)aniway,10 August was my sweetheart's birthday.HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY SWEETHEART<3

you know i love you:-)

Till then,

Raf

Chapter 11

THE BEGINNING OF A NEW CHAPTER OR THE OLD CHAPTER?

she just can't help it but smile

she just can't stop it but to think

:-):-):-):-):-):-)

Till then,

raf

my shout out

oh look how vain we are..hehe

UR A YEAR OLDER THAN LAST YEAR AWAKKK:-)

my dearest friend just turned 19 when e clock strike midnight just now.oh what a great surprised birthday party earlier on..it was really sweet of the girls to set up the surprise for him.Most importantly,i can see how touched he was upon arriving at his doorstep when everyone started to scream the "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!" to him..i was very sure he did enjoyed the surprise party and of course the gifts his girlfriends gave him.truly he did.:-)

Dear awak,

yes i had wished a birthday wish to you through text n also facebook.hehe..but of course i want to say it again to you.here.i mean here,in my own blog.oh it sounds nice to know i have a blog.hehe.aniway,i want to wish  a super super super SUPERB 19th birthday to you:-)..

what does that mean?you are a year older and that means you are growing into a man.macam abang2 gitu ah..hehe.but i still like your childishness though.you are my jibek and i am your nome..hehehhe...

i hope for the best for you in life. and i want you to be always happy.

Till then,

Raf

Chapter 10:-)

Have you ever felt relieved that you finally become the champion  in a waiting competition?Like you just have to wait as long as you can just to win.And the winner who waits e longest,win..i felt that a moment ago.Like the time has finally come for me to stop waiting and enjoy my winning.The feelings of "oh wow its finally overrrr!!"..phewww...u know what i mean?everyone must have atleast gone through it once..n understand how i feel right at this very moment.some says that the prize that im going after is not even worth it.and some give me their fullest support in me winning this prize.The prize of being answered what was being questioned all this while.Like what i told nuala once..

"follow your heart,not your mind.for your mind is always fickle."

Im applying it to myself now.im following my heart and because of my patient n faith, i won today..and only god knows how i feel.:-)

Thank you god for answering to my prayer. i knew u were always fair afterall.where there's bad times,there's surely to be the good times.and i think my good times are coming back.i had enough of my bad times man.

But then again,i can't be too gratified.i can just hope for the best.

 "it has only been you..no one else."

Till then,

Raf

chapter 9

1st day of school..

it was fun...

it was boring..

it was ok...

its jus like normal 1st day of schools...

oh im in fashion huh?oh gosh..how am i going to survive in it...

god pleas help me...

Till then,

raf

my thoughts...

ohhyoudontknowhowlongivemissedyou

Till then,

Raf

Chapter 8

Freedom's just another word for nothing to lose

i agree,n therefore i lost nothing:-)

the song she's outta my life by michael jackson kept playing in my mind.especially the part where "she's outta my life........"

haha.

i was at the esplanade bay where they had live bands playing (i have no idea what the place is called..hehe).

With nuala,shikin and my lil cuzzy,we were waiting for the fireworks.but before the foreworks even started,we were entertained by a live band by the bay.

And fortunately,they were singing to all Micheal Jackson's songs and i tell you,they were really fantastic.They were just borned as performers because not only i,but the rest of the people who were there were really entertained.

When the male singer started to sing the song  She outta my life,

my most attention was paid on him.

the song or rather the singer that captured my heart n stole my attention.

his sexy alluring voice that heartwarmingly sang that song melodiciously.

oh gosh,i couldn't even for one second took my eyes of him.

but of course i can't.he was singing the song right.

people should be focusing on him right?like how i was.

deeply focused.

oh nevermind.whatever it is,he's such a super talented hot singer:-)

i wish i could listen to him sing every single day..

I'm glad at how my day went today.i love spending time with the girls.

they always makes my day:-)

ohh when can i ever get to fly kite???

Till then,

Raf